Sunday, March 22, 2009

Pop a re-cap upside your head.

Austin consisted of the following:

fender benders

stolen laptops

private investigators

breakfast "tacos"

getting hit on by homosexuals

orange juice

art and artists

thrift shops

gas stations

rare books and movies

walking

meeting the girl from the Octopus Project

meeting Telepathe

meeting and talking to Mt. St. Helens Vietnam Band

racoons

trains

phone calls and text messages

the urge to piss

drinking wine with a Korean on the train

Patrick Swayze in Ghost

an L.A. fashion designer

paranoia

sweet island skunk

creepy forests

new pipe

funny pictures

unavoidable awkward moments

a notebook, 3 mechanical pencils, and alot of writing and drawing

coffee

8 foot tall African Americans selling hats that light up

drunks

punks

public showers

waiting

rudeness

overwhelming arguements

philosophy

self discovery

disappoinment

excitement

pizza

new friends

losing old friends

insane house parties

cleaning

stealing

couches

crocheting

asking for directions

miscommunication

trail mix and pocki sticks

laughter

private investigators

meeting bands that I still do not know the name for

and love for new bands that I still do not know the name for.


all in all, a very fun trip.
i have more stories from this trip than any other

Friday, March 13, 2009

Understimulated optimism.

Tomorrow is my train ride to Austin for SXSW.

Its a 24 hour trip, which only 14 of the hours are actually spent moving.

The other 10 are spent in San Antonio, 1 1/2 hours away from Austin.

I couldnt find anyone to take me to Austin Saturday night, so I'm going to have to spend Saturday night sleeping on the train.

Luckily I'm staying with Adriana and Rebekah in their dorms with Natalie Walsh.

I have a feeling its going to be crowded, but fuck it.

1. I need a break from this city of assholes

2. I get to chill with Adriana and Rebekah

3. I get to see Gravy Train, Mt. St. Helens Vietnam Band and Flosstradamus

I'm crossing my fingers with the trainride, hoping that I can entertain myself with crocheting non-stop.

I'm going to get ALOT of work done.

Hopefully a blanket and a stuffed animal or two.

I guess the real problem is who or what I have to sit next to.

I heard that many creeps, freaks and low-lifes use the train.

Who knows, maybe I'll fit right in.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Emptying my mind.

I need to clear my mind so I can make room for some new ideas.

-If you say something is horrible or negative, it is not. It is neutral. We're biased from our own society's point of view, so we create all positive and negative energy, and we choose to place it wherever we want. Without this point of view, our minds would not develop into something with as much potential, so being biased can be a good thing.

-The human brain analyzes energy and gives it direction. We humans still have trouble understanding and convincing ourselves this for a reason. If we all knew this and controlled energy in any way we wanted, chaos would ensue followed by an imbalance and we would no longer exist.

-Humans have a potential to do anything, but the energy released must equal out in the end, and therefore there MUST be negativity in the world. If not, imbalance would occur and we would no longer exist, according to the rules of quantum physics.

-Existence is an accident.

-Since all religion is based upon astronomy, we believe that heaven is "up there" when in reality, it is all around us, unseen by the naked eye. The same goes for hell, except hell is based upon reality on Earth, not the stars. That is why hell is portrayed as an earthy atmosphere.

-Everything is a distraction from death.

-Everything we create is a representation of the human brain.

-Religion, organized or not, is there because of fear and selfishness. Humans would not make something so horrifying to the human mind unless we felt threatened by something, which in this case is death.

-In this time period, people have let the media and money run their lives. Everyone looks forward to attention and power, whether we're open about it or not. Otherwise, there would be no motivation for anything and our society would not function in the way that it does. (You work for money. Money = power.)

-There is no such thing as "man-made." We are nature. Everything is nature, and we humans need to stop believing we are so above it. We are all equal, we share the same potential, but socially we are all opposites.

-Politics mean nothing in the long run.

-If we humans learned from history, we would no longer run into problems such as war, hunger, and genocide. It has all been done before. The only hard part is finding which chapter of history and which situation to look upon to find the right outcome before your situation becomes history. History does nothing to better humanity, only to remind us where we've been.

-Everything works in patterns, but patterns vary. These patterns are all constant, but they vary in consistancy, speed and occurance. Therefore everyday is a new day, every minute is a new minute, and every second is a new second, and it will never be that same day, minute or second ever again.

-Our life is a moment in time where we can interact with the patterns that surround us.

-Creativity is a thought without rules, which can only broaden the horizons of your mind.

-Sympathy is only thing seperating us from the world we live in and absolute chaos.

-Education can only narrow the capabilities of our creativity, making it much harder to grow.

-Education is evil, but learning helps you grow. Nobody should be able to tell you what you should or shouldn't know, or tell you how to know. It must be volentary, and if it is not, then it is not neccesary for you to know.


I sound like a text book haha.
These are only thoughts floating around my head, and most of them have no scientific proof to back them up.
I just hope you had a few seconds to see the world the way I do.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

All about I

This really hasn't been the best week. Luckily I have been crocheting and im getting the hang of it. Some ideas are becoming reality, and everyday is a new creation. That is all.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

First

I'm suprised I'm not obese considering I eat so much. I have this blog because i figured that nobody would volenteer to hear me out unless i had a blog, knowing that people intentionally read about eachother's experiences, views, etc. on this site. So i have made this list that will help guide you towards future blogs.

I enjoy:
-change
-skateboarding
-crocheting
-silk screening
-thinking
-energy
-conspiracy theories
-listening
-violence
-human nature
-being cynical
-being sarcastic
-being different
-being original (although there is no such thing)
-individuality (although there is no such thing)
-salvia
-quantum physics
-music
-art
-water crystals
-the fact that we don't really exist
-making music
-making art
-opinions
-questions
-photographs
-ffffound
-cartoons
-creativity
-people who understand and accept the way things are
-music festivals
-telling stories

I hate:
-change
-people who think they are above human nature
-people who believe that working together can change anything natural for the better
-organized religion
-people who believe that violence and hatred are unneccesary components of everyday life
-alcoholics (people who get drunk every night and do nothing to help themselves grow)
-dancing
-love
-politics
-the american government
-money
-style C.H.U.D.S.
-people who think watching television is thinking
-people who base facts off the media
-the media
-american news stations
-the radio
-work
-roaches
-spiders
-dust
-fecal matter
-cleaning up fecal matter
-society
-college (specifically UTEP)
-fixing someone else's mistake